Friday, September 30, 2011

A random rant.

Have you ever stood in the rain like really stood there. It's like everything stops and your just left there standing looking at clips of your life in a big screen. Speechless you can't help but smile and think I've made some bad decisions but I've made some pretty good ones. At the moment everything is clear and life seems simple and easy. This is a lie though life isn't simple and easy, although one moment may seem that it is. Life honestly sucks, as the human race were failing as wives, husbands, children, leaders etc. Were Hurting the planet we live in and the people on it. The majority uses the expression " it's because were imperfect." is this really necessary? Even if you don't have faith it's a fact that were imperfect but why should we use it as an excuse? My faith assures me we will be growing into perfection on a paradise earth in the future. But the reason I refuse to use the "I'm imperfect" expression is because one day I will be perfect and be given the choice to be loyal to God or not. So if I sin or decide to be disobedient to God, what can I say then. I can't say anything because I'll be perfect and I won't have an excuse. So it's pouring this time and the water is frezzing cold but a hint of warmth when it hits your body. Instead of pictures flashing through your head, silence is abundant. Your heart beat slows down and peace comes over you. Tears begin to Slide your cheeks and at that wonderful moment, hope is restored. There's a bright light at the end of The tunnel that wasn't there before. From that moment on things get better, there is no urge to cry or suffer. This is why I love the rain, I'm probably over analyzing it But there are moments when I've felt this way when a raindrop has fallen on me. it's crazy and hard to explain but I don't view it as sadness or despair. It's like a big hug and " your ok champ" From the universe. I love nights like these where all I hear is the raindrops clash with objects.

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