poems I wrote

Secretly terrified  
It’s hard to say goodbye or walk away
I walk with a grin and my head up high
It’s hard to say hi or say I’m ok
I look at the clouds wishing I could fly

I’m better off without seeing your face
You truly happy and me dead inside
It stings so bad it, it hurts like mace
It’s still hard not to cry at my bedside

I really would like to leave or escape
The very torment that sneaks up on me
Because this was always just a mistake
I often dream on going out to sea

I can’t lie; I can’t get you out my mind
And while we wait I lose you over time

The constant variable
Though I stand here in the rain
The fresh air hits my face
So I really can’t complain
I’m tied down to the earth with lace

Embedded in the ground
As Mother Nature gives me its shot
The earth roaring with sounds
It at times feels like I stand upon a hotspot

No matter the torment of nature here I stand
Through tornado or tsunami I survive
I’m not always the holiest or strongest in the land
But I definitely strive to live

Through love, hate or sorrow on the mountain top I claim
I will always be the same