50/50

So I saw the movie 50/50 today and it was beyond awesome. It was sad yet hilarious, a perfect combination of both. Joseph gordon levitt was brilliant and very handsome throughout it all. Seth rogen was his usual self, sarcastic yet a different side was shown to him as well. It was about a young man who had cancer and suffered but who was able to overcome all trails and even beat the cancer. It was worth the money and Trip to watch. I wonder how does it feel to know death can happen to you out of no where. I know a person's world can collapse and unravel but what must go through their mind. It's something that I always wondered about, I guess since my grandmother died of cancer, I wondered what was she thinking about at those last moments. or have you ever thought about What a mentally person might be thinking, like what goes through their mind. What do they think about daily and what goes through their mind when they face their family. It's something I always think about but hopefully I will never have the answer. I'm sure it has probably crossed minds. See doctors can come up with all the medicine they want to but none of these break through can have a solution for death. All they really do is pro- long a persons suffering. I guess if I were ever to be in the position that I was sick or facing death I wouldn't fight it. Because I know in the future I would be provided for a chance of everlasting life so why would I allow myself to suffer pain when I can live forever later in the future. Hopefully I woudnt have to go through this but if I do I guess this would be my death wish. So far in my life I've had opportunities that could change my life dramatically or better my life. In every aspect you have to go two ways in life and I know when I'm on my death bed the 50% chance isnt suffering but realize of it.