I'm so happy right now!

I was once lost but now I'm found. This past years have been hell for me I didn't no what I wanted to do, what my place in the world was and who I was. But these past 10 months have showed me and how wonderful it is to find the answers to these questions. Today I started my day with judgement from my old co-workers, again I felt the hate that one person demonstrated towards me but I didn't care. It didn't matter because I am in such a good place know and no one can knock me down. Besides an awkard start to the day I became an unbaptized publisher today which means I'm going to start preaching now! I will also join the Theocratic ministry school and be closer to my spiritual goals. I hope and pray to be a missionarie one day and hopefully Jehovah can help me get there. It's truly an amazing thing to feel like trash and rise up from that and start fresh. This is what I did, I didn't do drugs or drink but I did things I'm not proud of but it's my past and Jehovah is my future. I'm so glad to finally put my errors behind me and move forward and really work towards being loyal to Jehovah. My heart is filled with joy at this moment because I want to be his servant and I am. This is the truth and this is where one day you may want to be. If you lost a loved one you can find comfort in Jehovah and his promise to ressurect the dead. If your confused about God and who he is, you'll find out he's loving and merciful. His kind and seeks justice and he will never forsake a promise, he's a true friend that you can find no other in this world. He's impartial, which means he's not racist or cruel like any leader. His kingdom will never be brought to ruin. And a paradise earth filled with loyal humans will soon inhabit the earth. I am so glad to say I'm one of jehovah's witnesses from this day forward happiness for serving the true God will get me through any dilemma, ailment, opposition, persecution and whatever may come my way. Today is the beginning of my life serving you Jehovah!